Many of us have had to endure the loss of a friend or loved one far too prematurely due to cancer. It is a horrible travesty that we must unfortunately face from time to time. We all deal with this loss in different ways. For some of us, the pain is just too much so we try to focus on something else. For others, we try to live out the rest of our lives hoping we would have made them proud. This was the road chosen by Marshall Chapman.
Tim Krekel was an artist known for his songwriting and guitar playing. With a personal style all his own, Krekel had developed a cult like following of fans known as “Krekkies”. He had developed many friendships in the musical community throughout his life. One of these was with Marshall Chapman. In fact, they had worked on several projects in the past, including a most recent duet “Big Lonesome”. Tim was diagnosed with cancer in March of 2009, and died June 24, 2009. Marshall picked up the pieces, and pushed through with the help of many, including Krekel’s own son Jason and wife Debbie, to finish her CD entitled appropriately enough “Big Lonesome”.
Big Lonesome
“I’ve never been so focused”, said Chapman. Getting this record out was something that had to be done. “Tim and I talked about doing a duet album back in January 2008. (Tim suggested we call it
Sweet Talkin' .) We started making a list of songs to record or include, and "Big Lonesome" was on the list. But then my attention turned to writing a book, and, before any of us knew it, a year had gone by. Then Tim was diagnosed with cancer.”
The record is dedicated to the memory of Tim Krekel, and to Krekkies everywhere. It is a moving testament to the relationship which had developed between these two friends and fellow musicians. It is not a depressing memorial at all, but more a celebration. There are of course poignant songs and moments within these songs, and Chapman delivers each with warmth and passion.
Marshall Chapman may not be a household name, but she has rubbed shoulders with the greatest, and has had a successful long music career. She has also written two books as well. She has personally opened for John Prine, Jerry Lee Lewis, and the Ramones.
“Well, Prine would have me come out and sing “Paradise” with him every night, so that was special. As for Jerry Lee, I opened for him one New Years Eve in Atlanta in 1978, and something funny happened which I wrote about in the prologue of my first book. As for the Ramones, I just remember standing on a chair in the back of the Exit/In—(I’d gone out front to hear their set after we played ours), and when they came on and started playing, it was like standing in the backwash of a big jet engine,” joked Chapman. “In fact, John Cougar Mellencamp (as he was called back then) opened for
me one night in Detroit.”
Included here are 11 songs, 9 written by Chapman, 3 of which were co-written by Krekel. The lone 2 covers are outstanding additions to the record. “Going Away Party”, which was written by Cindy Walker, was a song well known by Chapman. “I've been singing that song for thirty -five years. I always figured I would record it one day. Over the years, I've received some flack from fans for not recording it, but I'm glad I waited. It just fit with this project very well.”
The other cover concerned me when I seen it on the list of songs. Tackling “I’m So Lonesome I Could Cry” by the immortal Hank Williams is an enormous feat. Much like Steve Earle taking on Townes’ music, it is sometimes best to let them stand on their own. That said, as I listened to it the first time, I was stunned. Chapman had taken this well known song … one I have loved for many years … and made it her own by the passion within her voice. I felt her pain as she sang it. It was not just a song that fit the record itself, it became a song that needed to be sung by Chapman for this record.
“When I was in Mexico in July 2009, I spent a magical evening at a rancho outside San Miguel, where an American expatriate from Mississippi lived, cultivating cacti from all over the world” stated Chapman. “He and the owner of the property prepared a feast for us – doves which had been wrapped in bacon then cooked over hot mesquite coals, grilled cactus, fresh salsa, and so on. The clear night sky was filled with a million stars and the moon was full. After the meal, I leaned back to see the moon disappear behind a single purple cloud and thought of Hank Williams. Later that night, I played songs for my host and his teenaged son, Mark, until the wee hours—songs long forgotten (i.e., ones I used to sing before I started writing songs) like “Me and Bobby McGee,” “Everyday” (Buddy Holly), “From Four ’til Late” (Robert Johnson), and "I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry." When I drew a blank on a line in “I’m So Lonesome …,” Mark printed the lyrics out for me from his computer. Over the next few days, I’d sing “I’m So Lonesome I Could Cry” every chance I got in the empty courtyard of the house where I was staying, high up on a hill above San Miguel. I believe that courtyard’s lonesome sound was captured in the recording we did. I also wrote "Mississippi Man in Mexico" while flying back to the states (July 8, 2009) -- about the magical evening and knew, as I was writing it, that I was going to record it. In my mind, "Mississippi Man in Mexico" and "I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry" go together like they are on the album. It was like these songs chose me, rather than me choosing them.”
“Falling Through The Trees” is a poignant song that certainly touches your soul. It is one of my favorite songs here, with such vivid imagery and brilliant lyrics. I enjoy songs that speak to me, that you can close your eyes and imagine what the writer was feeling or thinking at the time. This song has that and much more.
“I wrote "Falling Through the Trees" when I realized my last album wasn’t going to happen, at least not as I had hoped. I like how “Trees” and “Going Away Party” deal with the same theme—the devastation that follows the death of a dream,” stated Chapman.
The tongue in cheek “Sick of Myself”, which was co-written by Krekel, has much meaning to Chapman and is very enjoyable as well.
"Sick of Myself" was the last song Tim and I wrote together. It started as an email from me to him at a time when I really
was sick of myself and thought
, If I could be anybody else (for a day, maybe two) who would it be? So it was sort of a love poem from me to him. Within hours, Tim emailed me back with the last two verses. Shortly thereafter, he fell ill. We all hoped for the best as he sought treatment, but as things quickly deteriorated I couldn’t help but think,
Damn, I’d better get up there and record him singing his part, because he’s the only one who can sing it! I never got that chance. Nor did we ever get to put our words to music. In the back of my mind, I knew the song was a shuffle. I finally put it to music just before tracking in December 2009. Later that month, Tim’s son Jason (Mad Tea Party), dropped by the studio and sang his dad’s part. The similarity in the timbres of their voices gives me goose bumps, and makes me smile."
The record ends appropriately with a great live version of the song “I Love Everybody”. This rocker climaxes this touching record perfectly. Krekel was known as a dedicated rocker, and there is no better way to end it than to put this song here.
“I decided to end the album with a live track (like Waylon did on
Dreaming My Dreams) of “I Love Everybody,” said Chapman. “I had a DAT of a live performance from the 2003 Belgium Rhythm & Blues Festival, on which Tim played lead guitar, harmonica, and sang harmony. It sounded pretty damn good, so we decided to go with it, even though we didn't have a multi-track. (Our performance had been directly mixed in Belgium Radio 1’s mobile recording unit.) After the album was mixed, I called Debbie (Tim’s widow) because I wanted her to hear what we’d done. As it turned out, she and her sister were about ten miles outside Nashville (driving north from Florida to Louisville), so we met for lunch at a favorite meat and three. During the course of conversation, Debbie casually said, “You know there’s a multi-track of the last time you sang with Tim at the Vernon.” You could have knocked me over with a feather. That night, a multi-track of “I Love Everybody” was overnighted to our engineer. The Belgium track got scratched, and what you hear here is the actual last time I played with Tim Krekel.”
We all live our lives in hopes that we have touched someone or somebody. Chapman keenly shows here that Tim Krekel not only accomplished that, but still lives on within her. Chapman does a brilliant job, one I am not sure anyone else could have achieved so well.
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